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1.
Fog 05:21
My little vessel Floating on the swell In a fog bound ocean Though where I can not tell I can’t see behind me And I can’t see around From a shore I departed When the Fog came down I carry some fragments But I don’t know what I bring Hidden in my person Are threads to which I cling No chance to explore them As I head where I’m bound Only when I’ve landed Will they all fall down Only when I’ve landed Will they all fall down The threads that I bring with me Are sharp and are hard Edges press against me Till I fear I will be scarred But I’m numb to the feelings Till I reach the foreign ground Unconscious of the wounding Till my feet set down Fragments now forgotten Will shape me as I learn Governing my growing In each way, in its turn But I don’t remember Won’t hear the faint, faint sound Won’t realise the wounding Till my tears fall down Won’t realise the wounding Till the tears fall down Things, when they have vanish Do not remain Their fabric it is tattered It does not stay the same When walls of the houses And buildings of the town Are all being demolished They all fall down When voices are all silenced And every song has died And whailing is all over And tears have all been cried Then hearts, which are broken Are dust within the ground And the people will vanish When they all fall down The people will vanish When they all fall down Take a precious culture And cast it to the dust Seize all of its beauty And have its flowers crushed Shatter all its graces Silence all its sounds Batter all its wisdoms And watch it all fall down Take from it the future And rob it of its past Desolate its people To leave them all outcast Scatter all their spirits Tear the precious gown, But its time will not be ended Till the stars fall down It’s time will not be ended Till the stars fall down
2.
Samsara 03:25
I’m waiting for a courier Who’s bringing me a thangka, A painting, which has come to me On a journey all the way Over from Tibet It was painted a long time ago, The wheel of rebirth, Which we are born in And so I’m wondering, Which world am I stuck in now? Is this a god realm? Am I a hungry ghost, Whose never satisfied? Always seeking out yet More stuff to consume I guess right now I’m stuck in a bardo. Wanting form to manifest To be my thangka, And not just a tracking On their website, Oh my! I watch a man walk past, And find I’m wondering What does he think about? Are his thoughts Anything like mine? Is his life is full of mystery? Are the stones talking to him? Does the wind kiss his skin? Is he contemplating the wonder of it all And his place in Creation Or is he contemplating his next meal? Paint upon that thangka, once Was stone that someone carefully crushed Which had its birth in distant stars And came to us on trails of dust Like Dzambhala’s pet, star wont cease To spew out dust, both far and near To make the worlds we live within Whatever form those worlds appear So yes, I’m in a god realm. And yes I am a hungry ghost And sometimes I’m in hell worlds, Where I suffer endlessly Time and again, Maybe I’ve a tracking number too. For when I’m lost in the system? Who knows how it all operates So I’m waiting in this bardo While my thangka’s not here And I am Stuck to attachment, With glue! Couriers to the left of me And the Cosmos to my right And here I am, Stuck in Samsara With you
3.
Please pity the vampire Who just can't sleep But spends the days Counting sheep Living in the dark, Not seeing the sun Knowing that their life’s undone Knowing that their life’s undone All the friends they had are gone They are buried in the ground Where they came from Their skin is mud, Their bones are dust And their dreams dissolved, And voices hushed But you’re not in that living death Not scared of life and love and breath So use their thighbone for a trumpet blast And blow away your frightened past Blow away your frightened past So, pity the vampire Who just can't sleep But spends the days Counting sheep Living in the dark, Not seeing the sun Grieving for a life undone Grieving for a life undone
4.
Shorefall 02:09
5.
Furious Wind 08:02
Oh furious earth We’re only mites before your step When we’ll be trampled You do not say We think we’ve tamed you And that we are in control That we’re the rulers And it’s our day But we can not, no we can not Make pacts with you Oh furious wind We’re only dust before your breath Where you will blow us You do not say We’ve little warning Of the storms upon our paths Although we think We walk a safe way But we can not, no we can not Make pacts with you Oh furious fire We’re only leaves before your blaze How you’ll consume us You do not say We think we hold you And are safe from being burned That you’re a plaything And it’s our play But we can not, no we can not Make pacts with you Oh furious water We’re not buoyant in your tides When you will drown us You do not say We think we splash and swim And stay within our depth But currents tug us From our safe play We can not, no we can not Make pacts with you
6.
Terms 04:58
My left hand and my right agree They are both truly parts of me They do not need to make a fight With each other, just to prove whose right Such a fruitless fight, which tired me so And gave no wondrous things to show So, have I now made peace with me? Let the desperate wind of the past go free? It blew its toll, that faceless wind Till I missed the mark and found I’d sinned But missing marks is how we learn It’s how our wheel of life does turn And oh my wheel, it surely turns While as my soul, it surely learns All as my boiling ocean churns Until I come at last to terms And then, maybe, I start again Will I stop the run from pole to pole? Having come at last to pay the toll And gain acceptance here I belong Instead of the shore for which I long Life it seemed was such a fight Having always to be seen as right It’s easier once I saw the joke That I walk beneath a self made yoke Now, this is the pause between the breaths Now, this is life between the deaths
7.
Here I go, I’ve crash the gates, to try to make it through It scares me, as it ought to do, I bet it does you too I know I can, but think I can’t, like I haven’t got a clue I’m floundering, and Im full of doubt, shit, what am I to do? Keep, keep, keep paddling, Keep on paddling, on to something So Im here, without a plan, at least not one in sync I’ve landed, so I’m stuck with it, and dancing on the brink I can’t recall the strategies I need to help me link So how do I make sense of it, I need some time to think Keep, keep, keep paddling, Keep on paddling, on to something Will I be an artist, who goes straight out of style Will I be an astronaut, who falls a million miles Will I be a robber who lacks all trace of guile Will I be a peacemaker, whose heart is full of bile Here I am, I’ve crashed the gates, I’m standing in the light I don’t know what my lines are and it’s giving me a fright It feels like I am up so high, I really don’t like height I’m here now, oh what an awful, what an awful plight
8.
Vanities 03:46
With the tree to my back, I seek the centre Trying to plant my feet on ancient ground Like those who came before my own arrival And left here again, with barely a sound To the North, and the South, and the East, and the West Lady Existence puts us to the test Saying; “What you going to do about this child?” Have you even got a clue? Cos, in the end it’s up to you” And always are those changes cast Which strip away forever, our fragile past Exposing things, which of course, can never truly last All the vanities, to which, we always cling When we sail, we have to be within the water And we can’t set sail, while we’re tied up to the side We can cling to the shore, in hope of safety But we’ll be dragged onboard, to meet our rising tide
9.
Walls 03:31
Walls Is your house lacking floor boards Lacking floorboards? Do you walk on beams? Is your life lacking concords Lacking concords? Do you live on schemes? Is your house lacking windows Lacking windows? Do you live sealed tight? Is your life lacking airflows Lacking airflows? Do you live airtight? Are there walls around you? Do they keep you cosy Or keep you tamed? Are the walls of your life missing? Does it make you fearful Or self reclaimed? Is your house lacking roof tiles Lacking roof tiles? Do you see the sky? Is your life lacking shelter Lacking shelter? So you fear you’ll die? Does your house give you safety Give you safety? Do you love your room? Does your life keep you little Keep you little? Within the gloom? Is your house locked from inside Locked from inside? Are you safe and sound? Is your life locked from inside Locked from inside? So you won’t be found? Won’t be found
10.
You know it’s not about who you are Or about what is your name It’s not about how you might define yourself, truly As all of these things are the same It’s not about the cool people who you like And it’s not about if those cool people like you It’s not about what it was you ended up being Or what it was you wanted to do And it’s not about how much you tried And it’s not about how much you cried And it’s not about how much you thought you understood Or was lost in falsehood and pride And it’s not about anything that you wrote And it’s certainly not about the things you wore Not about how filled up your long, long days Or about who, or what you saw And it’s not about the fancy things that you did And it’s not about the pretty things that you made And it’s not about the juicy facts that you learned Or about how hard, how hard you prayed Because it’s truly not about what you believed And nor is it about how you were deceived It’s not about what you thought it was about If you had faith, or you had doubt Were denied, or received In the end it’s about not being thrown By any illusion which you are shown So that you don’t get swayed By any turbulent wave, On the course you’ve been blown
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credits

released November 15, 2019

With love and deep gratitude to:
Faith Nolton, Janey Verney,
The Star Basket, Spirits, and Ancestors.

Matty Easingwood for being a brilliant
recording guru and a very sound soundman.

Words and Music ©2019 Nicholas Breeze Wood.
Except Furious Wind:
Music ©2019 Matty Easingwood
and Nicholas Breeze Wood.
Words ©2019 Nicholas Breeze Wood.

Nicholas Breeze Wood:
Acoustic, Electric and Bass Guitars,
Ukulele, Mandolin, Bouzouki, Banjo, Mandoluth
Keyboards, Thighbone Trumpet, Programming, Vox.

Matty Easingwood:
Bass and Rhythm Guitars on Furious Wind.

Mason Logan:
Drums and Percussion.

Apple of the Tiger’s Eye:
Additional Vocals.

Recorded at Tiger’s Nest Studio,
Pembrokeshire, West Wales.
All Rights Reserved.
© 2019 Wotie Records
WOTCD022
www.wotie.co.uk

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Multi instrumentalist singer-songwriter drawing on Rock, Arabic and Medieval music, using instruments from all those traditions

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